Rant//

I am ususally a pretty happy/outgoing person.. but there is one thing that pisses me off more then anything in the world. its people who bail/are flaky/cant stick to plans.
like yes I do realise that sometimes things come up. But seriously. Don't agree to do something with someone if you dont think you can 100% commit to the plans. nothing makes me more upset then getting all excited to do something then getting a text or a msg telling you that its not going to happen.

I never break plans with people. like ever. and I dunno, it really makes me upset, becuase I feel sometimes like I will do whatever it takes to make sure that if I say I will do something, that I follow though with it.

I have also realised latley that I am fucken lonley. Like I spend 75% of my life alone. I am stuck in this boring as fuck city, with pretty much no friends. I like my alone time, but seriously, I am lonley. I dont even know where to even try to find myself some new friends. Like its not like I am going to go sit in a bar alone and wear a shirt that says "Im pathetic, be my friend".



ugh.
i just want to get away from this place.
:(